aquaintances, as neem puts it, are not friends. haha i feel so weird suddenly thinking of this at 3.42 am. but i remember talking about this to lm before.. friends here are friends are sometimes, and aquaintances during erm, the times they are not friends. as in, it feels like ppl move on one group to another or sth. or maybe cos theres no way u can be close to everyone at one point of time thats why this happens. or maybe everyone just treats each other like one whole big group of friends? if so, then why are there so many sad ppl around??? as in, arent friends supposed to be the ones u turn to when u're feeling upset so that they can make u feel better or sth?? how come we have to resort to imaginary friend (lol bernard) and stuff like that. haha. i dunno. but i sorta understand how they feel lahz. but then like that arent we in a sense, aquaintances. (eww that word) ok lah i dun really think im making sense. but i just thought of it lahh.. anyway, ive been having this perpetual feeling of sth squashing my brains. and i dun really know what im sick with. i dun exactly think its flu or anything. how??? maybe its just lack of sleep, as twain likes to insistt. hahaha. (u just want me to sleep early so u can sleep early without guilt. hahahha) theres swo tmr should i go? but i think i'l either freeze there, or mr ng will hantum me cos i cant rebroll still.. sighh! i think its madness!!! ok nvmm. i was so pissed off today. argh. sorry to mj for snapping at u. (if u realised) err cuiyin and xt for listening to me complain. i think i overreacted a little but i feel like slapping someone just now. thanks ahh. if bernard was here, he'll just go, bii-itch. hahah i miss that man. today was ahgong's birthday. my ahma lost so sosososos much weight after chemo lah. i hope she gets well soon :) so.. forgotten. gen
